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Jessie
01 September 2006 @ 10:06 am
So its been like what a year sence I wrote in here.

Its sooo shitty outside today...I am not doing anything really. Picking up my last check from my job...then Dropping Noah off at his dads for the weekend. Then going out for coffee with laura....fun!

Tomorrow I might go out to the bar...but I really dont want to...so will see. Gotta find something to do then.

Well thats all!
 
 
Jessie
08 January 2006 @ 12:14 pm
How about its been a long fucking time sence I even came on here. Thought I would write a lil bit.

Life is pretty good. Starting this week going on a mad diet and seeing a personal trainer to shape me up. Seriously I have never been so determined in my life to do something like this!

Love life....well there is no love life right now and I like it like that. I want to concentrate on me and only me. I dont need some guy right now to distract me. So mama is staying single for awhile.

I wont be going out too much anymore cause I deff wont have any money. I got bills and car payments and now the trainer...which is a lil pricey but that is fine and dandy with me....I would pay a million bucks to lose weight!

Well thats what is going on with me right now.

Oh and Noah talks so much....starting to potty train. And Manda is now his full time babysitter and love her to death!
 
 
Jessie
01 November 2005 @ 09:49 pm
Ya  
sweetazzjess's Halloween party:

____4am dressed as Meatwad.
anglbb724 dressed as something active, but what, specifically, you can't tell.
bing_gal dressed as your grandmother.
breakofday dressed as a bottle of Tamoline.
cain1k dressed as the spirit of their dead grandmother Cecilia.
camer0n420 didn't even show up and doesn't get any candy.
daone313 dressed as a density, though it looked more like Bono.
dream_phantom19 dressed as Captain Picard from "Star Trek", though it looked more like the Lord of Sid Springs.
free_to_be_lexi dressed as Ted Williams.
fuckhole dressed as a delayed sludge, and it suited them disturbingly well.
hov dressed as a deer.
iminthetrunk dressed as a resistance.
jkeinath2004 dressed as a character from Harry Potter and the Crystal of the Shrimp.
justcallmeangel dressed as the President of Macedonia.
lilbluefluf dressed as Dwight Eisenhower, though it looked more like Chekov from "Star Trek".
meechiesmommy dressed as a new superhero: Speed Girl.
rancidchick187 dressed as the Lord of Stansirogen.
ravensnight dressed as Ronald Reagan.
raverboy210 dressed as a raccoon.
sweetazzjess dressed as Optimus Prime.

Throw your own party at the Hallomeme!
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Jessie
08 October 2005 @ 01:01 pm
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Jessie
29 September 2005 @ 10:15 pm
So ya for now on this is a friends only journal because there are stupid ppl out there that I dont want to know whats going on with me. So if u are still on my friends list then feel special :)
 
 
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Jessie
25 August 2005 @ 08:15 pm
YO MAMAS ON CRACK ROCK....
 
 
Jessie
21 August 2005 @ 11:53 am
So someone stole 270.00 of my money that my mom had in her bedroom...its weird because it only could have happened in the last 3 days...I know it wasnt me because it was my own money and not my parents...and my brother wasnt here...so I have no fucking idea where it went...Im really upset about it!
 
 
Jessie
14 August 2005 @ 03:49 pm
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Jessie
14 August 2005 @ 11:15 am
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.
 
 
Jessie
10 August 2005 @ 10:52 pm
I know I never write in here anymore....I write in blogs on myspace more then here...if u want to know whats going on with me check it out on myspace hoes!